Before I go on, I'll just put in what I forgot to say in the previous blog. The winner of the contest gets a free ticket to go with the hosts of TKTV to Paris for a few days in July for an event (it could be a convention?), and the winning piece will be worn by Aoki Misako (popular KERA model) in a japan fashion show. Something like that ( Read more... )

So that whole "we're going to give you about a month to design and make something for the show", has been cut down to two fucking weeks. Actually, less than two weeks, to make a One-piece I designed. As you dudes may know, I don't have a sewing machine at the moment. This is turning out fucked-tastic. With a whole month I could have worked on ( Read more... )

I am so hungover. My head's all swimmy, my stummy hurts, and I feel slightly bomitious (aka.nauseous). The party last night was kinda rad. Not awesome, but good enough. I was half hour late cause my friggin set of drawers got delivered a day earlier than scheduled, and I had to go to the ATM to withdraw money to pay for it since it's pay-on- ( Read more... )

I'm alive!!! Again ( Read more... )

This is the worst month of my life because...it can be. Simply because it can. Sometimes I think my life likes to see just how miserable it can make me before I have the periodic mental breakdown.

(financial) Bad financial problems are bad. I'd been failing to properly budget for the past 2 months or so, and now have like, no money for myself. ( Read more... )

Oh lawd, it's been a whole month since my last update!!! I bet you all thought I ATE TO DEATH. Well, about last time's post, I haven't gotten any better lol! As a matter of fact, I'm eating bread now-- even though I specifically banned myself from breads and fried foods! I've gained about 3cm on my waist since the summer. That is madness. I ( Read more... )

I really have to stop this eating ( Read more... )

My first time listening to this album since high school. This song especially reminds me of you, because you asked to borrow the CD for it, and I thought "sweeeeet she's finally takin' an interest in Orgy >:3". I remember riding the train home with you everyday and feeling so happy, content, and safe. More than I ever was, or ever had been. And ( Read more... )

So there are holes in my last night ( Read more... )

First it was on shitty Pandora, but Erika managed to rip it to YouTube.

Tokyo Kawaii TV InternationalIt's amazing how much footage they took, and how little they actually used. I wonder what happens to the leftovers. I must say though, that I really fucking hate my voice. It's ridiculously deep, and not cute at all. Maybe this is why I can't ( Read more... )