it is amazing how different your life can become from what you will think it will be. i sit here and think about how i would have never imagined i would be who i am, were i am, and were i am going. it isn't bad, or good, it just is and knowing that seems to keep me sane ( Read more... )

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the hardest thing to live with is knowing something about someone and not being able to tell anyone about it. . .here i am stuck with a secret. . .because i know that i would hate to have an untrustworthy friend in this situation and by breaking that trust i could cause more bad then good. but what if what i have been told could cause so much ( Read more... )

too much going on to sit still. . .at least that is what it has felt like this past week. i am so happy this weekend was basically stress free. . .so happy. . .got to sleep in, go shopping, clean a little. . .get semi-caught up on life right now. . .it is really sad how far behind i got with everything ( Read more... )

am i optimistic or pessimistic? i think i might be pessimistic. . .what kind of question is that?

what are some of my pet peeves?

gee i am bad at this. . .

Survey I can't help but get pulled into these things

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
in my bed. . .sleeping

2. Who will be your next kiss?
i don't know. . .nobody in mind right now

3. What is the largest amount of money you spent in one store?
couple hundred maybe

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
a stapler

5. When is the last time you ( Read more... )

just trying to pass the time till bed. . .i am dead on my feet:

*thinking a lot currently. seems that for doing so little i have much to think about. . .
*it is amazing how little i miss you
*college? Ireland? Grand Rapids? New Zealand? Anywere but here?
*our amazing ability to make the purchase of dishes at good will and the old ladies we had to fight ( Read more... )

i bought season 5 of gilmore girls. . .

it is amazing how much thinking you can do while working. . .or at least trying to work. i am sitting there and all the sudden an old ricky nelson song came on (we listen to oldies, not my first choice, but i can live with it). . .what is it called? oh yeah, garden party. . .okay, so googled the lyrics and got the title. . .not that it would have ( Read more... )

eggs this weekend? yes, no, maybe? i am going out to holly's so i need to know what day? if a day at all ( Read more... )