i just wish that people would stop acting. . .i really do. i wish that when i go and say something out of truth directly to a person that they would respond in the same manner. i give up with it, i really do. if there is one thing i have learned it is that sometimes you have to let go. and i do. to all shock i am not upset, or sad. . .and that is ( Read more... )

so. yeah. things are moving along. . . i guess. . .today it just flashed in my head how fast time is really going. i mean, i am excited life is moving and not just dragging by, but i feel like it is going so fast that i am missing out on 90% of what is happening because i don't have time to see it all. i just feel rushed and part of me loves that ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to write. . .but felt compelled to post something.

does anyone (or their parents as it is an oldie) have a Toto CD with the song "Down in Africa"? a friend at work is looking for it. . .thought maybe someone would. . .

life is life. . .not much else there. . .i am content with work. . .that is something i didn't expect. . .had a little teeny-tinny taste of summer on friday night with meggie and the bay. . .that was more then needed. . .wish i made different choices now. . .but then again, that seems to always be the way it plays out, always seem to regret not ( Read more... )

it always amazes me how much i miss summer. . .i just miss being able to do anything i want in the middle of the night. . .meg, i love us. . .how could anyone not love us?

your poor ben and jerry's. . .i hope it is alright. . .what is so amazing is i don't remember 3/4 of the crap we talked about last night. . .i just remember having fun. . . it ( Read more... )

what happen to spring? i want it back, right now!

idol is on tonight. . .i have no life so tv is what i come home to at night

why is it that at the time you can have something, you don't want it. . .but the minute it is taken away. . .all you can do is think about it?

so, work isn't as evil as i am playing it up as. . .i am starting to find comfort in ( Read more... )

great weekend! i can't wait to do it again! to bad more people didn't go with us! TOC rocked!

my weekend highlights:

~meggie's pee break about 1 hour into our trip (and about every hour during the trip)
~the donkey
~the guy with the lighter and how i wanted to take it from him
~pissing the 2 guys off in front of me by putting my feet on the back of ( Read more... )

why is it that i want something as much as i don't? this game of tug-a-war is getting old and i would have rather it not have been brought up again. the truth? i don't know the truth, well, at least not the parts i want to know. what i do know right now is that i am in no need of this right now, i have other things to worry about in my life like a ( Read more... )

40 hr. a week, WAY more money . . .and i get to wear scrubs all day. . .nice