Why does it seem like whenever life is going more then smoothly, I mean *perfectly*, a little bump in the road is hit and while it doesn’t completely mess you up it shifts life enough to confuse your mind beyond compare for at least a little while. I sit here, and really have to ask myself what I want, does it matter to me, is this another case of ( Read more... )

I find it so extremely amazing how life can go from not being able to get any worse to everything falling in place so perfectly. I think that in the end if everyone just said and did what they really felt then everyone’s life would simply work. I am sure there are many faults in that theory, but right now, it is working just fine for me.

I heard ( Read more... )

NMC fall 06 here i come. . .after that. . .the world! he he he. . .

it is like i talk and nobody is there. . .i am only asking her for a little help here, not even her money. because that is all it seems to be about. . .not the future, but the cost to achieve it. . .it seems like no matter how hard i try to make it work, all i get is that blank look like she is saying "your just not worth the time it will take to ( Read more... )

so, thought i would post something new. . . well. . .here is a small update in my world:

so, still unemployed. . .and because so i don't have the money to drive anywere. . .that sucks. . .but i hope to have a new job before we go to TOC. . .that will be complete luck if i do. . .

my new bunny comes in 2 weeks. . .he is so cute

why doesn't my computer ( Read more... )

no more JCP. . .guess i need to find a new job. . .

what is the term?

oh, yeah, "currently unemployed". . .funny how that should cause fear in ones life, and yet it only makes me feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. . .

So. I sit here, eating my everything beagle loaded with cream cheese, and my propel melon water (yum, the best). And everything is nice and warm in my world (because the furnace is cranked up), and then I look outside and there fluttering down are snowflakes. I have recently discovered that snowflakes are pure evil and they should be killed very ( Read more... )

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just some random moments of interest:
~i have been so caught up in work, that by the time i get home i am either not in the mood, or i am so drained from fighting the urge to walk away that i don't have a life, talk about bad work situation. . . it hurts really bad when you put in 100% but they treat you like you are putting nothing in. . .can't ( Read more... )

so i told myself that i wouldn't go to the gym today if it was snowing when i woke up. . . just perfect. it was snowing. AND postsecret didn't update their page, so i can't look at the new ones for this week. AND there are no good job listing in the paper for today,AND i haven't heard any word from the camp job. . .AND, this is the worst, jenny and ( Read more... )