I snarl and growl again, tear at the dry wall with tooth and black chipping claws ( Read more... )

PROGRESS PROGRESS PROGRESS ( Read more... )

i think having my history and your history and everyone's history recorded in so many journals and ljs and facebook pages has made me a little crazier than i would be otherwise. i wonder what people were like before i met them. i wonder what people think and say and do when i'm not around. i read over old things i've written and wonder what i ( Read more... )

headache headache headache.
i moped around today. i didn't have a good reason.

use less words.

I feel like that little kid again, trying to prove i'm tough and callous and strong even when my flimsy little kid hands still get tangled up in the sheets at night, worrying about fires and carbon monoxide and insanity.

snow days are nice ( Read more... )

i had an awful nightmare in which i was cursed to see gruesome, decapitated heads in place of everyday objects. instead of a throw pillow, i would see bodiless heads, hair matted and mouth hanging open. someone would offer me a seat on the couch, and i would sit there, amongst these heads, trying to pretend they were fluffy Pier 1 pillows rather ( Read more... )

i've been thinking in circles lately and it's not getting me anywhere ( Read more... )

NEWFOUND TALENT:
writing sappy reflective poetry about my particularly uninteresting childhood.

ALSO:
i spilled coffee all over my bag. again.

FINALLY:
i need to get more sleep, and stop playing SSX 3 in place of naps.