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[grayswan]

2010. another NTS christmas party come and gone. The stagnation of winter dulls my senses. depression. Married with children. work has invaded and captured my home life. there is only work and kids and driving. constantly moving in the same circles. I've worn a deep groove in my path. soon I won't be able to deviate from it.

I just watched up in

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[geminiwench]

Isnt that what married with kids is about?

A deep groove got you into this mess and a deep groove is what you wear into the world keeping up with those pesky responsibilities that come with?

We could argue on whether I found love or not,..
But I found love to almost an entirely unhappy experience when looking over my shoulder. The pain of losing it was incidental compared to the pain of realizing love doesn't mean that much in the grand scheme of things.

[grayswan]

eh semantics. no argument here.

[geminiwench]

No, none.

[evoldick]

I wish I had more inspiring inspiring words than "get an SAD light" and bunker down through winter. Maybe, if you fiddle with the settings enough, you can get your new TV to simulate sunlight. Does it have a tan setting?
We need a sit-down, like in the old days. I have some time I'm taking in the spring, I'll pencil you in. You had to punk out last time, "Oh, I have SARS or some shit!"

I can't believe you got me to exhume LJ.

[grayswan]

heh... yeah.. can't type that shit on facebook.. too many people have tracked me down.

[vanetti]

Hi there.

[grayswan]

I miss you most of all, scarecrow.

Seriously if you ever use this site anymore shoot me an email. I want to catch up with you... maybe even invade you.