well, i'm done.

goodbye.

ahh christina. for the second time i have heard tonight that you want to be friends still. it's a pitty you havent told me this yourself. you know what? i hate you. with every fiber of my being. i want to grab you and punch your face and make it bleed. i want to break your ribs with my bare hands, hurt you and make you suffer. i want to ( Read more... )

life latley is just not what i would like it to be. i dont even really know what i would like it to be, just not this. im stuck. i cant afford to stay here, i cant afford to leave. im pressured from one side to get a job and earn my keep, im pressured from the other side to leave and drive back to kansas. i dont think people realize how ( Read more... )

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i want to travel up the path. not across the road ( Read more... )

allergies suck.

last night margaux meg and i watched PoTC. meg fell asleep. then margaux and i watched Extreme Dodgeball! oh yeah.

i've never hated someone before and it's scary that i can have these feelings for someone. i just want to cause them pain, lots of fucking pain. physical and mental. i want to just grab them and break them. these feelings arent fun ( Read more... )

we went tubing on sunday and i went by myself and i dont really remember how i crashed but apparently the tube flipped up into the air and i landed on my neck. all i know is that my entire back hurts now. sucks. oh well.

nothing has really happened in my life recently that i feel the need to share. so i guess i wont.

the Just for kix dance catalog is the shit. will someone please buy me item f.025? it's skin tight dance pants with rhinestone patterns to make it look like bluejeans! sweet!

man, im tired.