well i didnt get to finish last night. but i figured since i'm waiting on nate to get here, now more than ever would be a good time. considering i have nothing better to do. i think i left off yesterday with dad not being able to come get me. well after i gave it some thought, i came up with the idea of just going to spend the night at dave's after ( Read more... )

i'm in like the most bizzar mood right now. i'm not even sure how to describe it really. i mean i know its thursday, but it doesnt seem like thursday at all, but yet it doesnt seem like any other day at all. i dunno. was thinking bout working on my web page. cuz i havent updated that in years. but this comp is just way to slow for it to happen. so ( Read more... )

god, its been so long since i've posted an entry. like a month or so. but like in thatmonth i've tried postin like a zillion times. but the damn thing wont work. and well it just felt like i was repeating myself. so i stopped. but i'ma some up the past month. we had a blizzard type event. power and phone was out for awhile. missed a week of school ( Read more... )

ok, i hate livejournal. the past 2 entries that i've tried to put it havent posted. so i'ma basically sum it all up now and hopefully this will show up. jeremy asked me back out monday. and i said yes. and i'm really happy. and i snuck n saw him yesterday and it was totally great. and i cant wait to see him again. cuz i love and miss him. but he ( Read more... )

yesterday i must say was another good day. kelli came and picked me up after school and likes we went to the mall. when we 1st walked in kenny and dave where there so we talked to them for a little bit. and then kenny walked with us to the arcade to see jeremy. and well we all talked n stuff. and it twas fun. jeremy gave us all kinds of junk from ( Read more... )

oh my god, oh my god. yeah thats what i have to say. cuz something positivly wonderful has happened. i mean wonderful. i am one happy camper. jeremy mentioned the whole bit bout us hanging out and well i hadnt talked to him for a couple days n whatnot so i just left him a memo saying if he wants to do somethin then to get a hold of me monday. and ( Read more... )

just talked to nate and he said the kewlest thing to me. i mean seriously. it twas the kewlest. we were talkin bout saturday kinda and likes he said that he noticed somethin bout jeremy and i. he didnt know if it was just cuz we hadnt been round each other or what but we really seem to connect to each other and that he noticed that i act like a ( Read more... )

well its been like 3 days now practically since saturday. today has been like the 1st day i've talked to jeremy since then. it was kinda weird. but it kinda wasnt. the only thing that really made it weird was that we werent talking about what had happened. and its driving me crazy already so to speak. cuz i want to know. i want to know as soon as ( Read more... )

i'm sitting at dave's and i really think my heart is breaking. i dunno. but i do know i'm having some massive chest pains tho. and its not kewl. but god,what a night. kelli and i came to dave's. and it was nice. jeremy came, kenny, hosten, chris, and well i even got nate to come over. it was really fun. we hung out and listened to music and watched ( Read more... )

sittin here eating this crossaunt and spinnage thing. for some fucked up reason i thought it might be good. but its not. but i'm starving. so i'm just eating the crossaunt part around it. but yeah. today is saturday. and today is an importent day. cuz likes well kelli and i had the intentions of going to dave's tonight, hanging out, drinking, just ( Read more... )