Its been 3 years since he died. And I am just as sad as I was when it first happened. I don't know how to make the pain go away. I think about it every single day. And I wish I could stop hurting so much. I'm more sad over it than my mom is still, I feel like. She doesn't even know what today is. I just realized. And I can't believe it. I've been ( Read more... )

I know I have been entirely absent for 2 months. But I have decided that I am switching blogs. I started a new one back in March on Blogspot. I am starting over. Because that is what I need for my life. And I am going to try to start posting every day so that maybe I won't be as stressed out as I have been ( Read more... )

Well, I am officially starting my summer vacation today. Its the first week that I have nothing going on with school. I am really happy to be done with school. But now work is going to consume my life. I work the next 10 days in a row, which if you count that I have worked every day since this past Friday, Will make almost 2 weeks straight. I'm not ( Read more... )

Welp, my classes are over. And I couldn't be happier. Its officially summer for me, and it's only May 1st. But I am sooo stoked about it. Not that my summer is going to be all that fulfilling. But still. I'll save a lot of money, hopefully make a few trips to Busch Gardens with friends and family, and just take the summer to be me. It'll be great.

I ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. And most of it involving my break up with Niamh, and the fact that we don't even talk anymore. I'm still very much hurt and upset. After all, we WERE together for almost 4 years. But in another way, I almost feel like it was best for the both of us. I'm moving up and forward at work, and I spend almost all ( Read more... )

Nothing much new has really and truly been going on lately ( Read more... )

 The annual VCU fashion show, STRUT, is tomorrow night, well technically tonight, and I am beyond excited for it. Since Jenny wanted me to audition to be in it and I didn't have the time to do it, she got me RUNWAY SEATS to the show tomorrow night, and I also bought a ticket to the afterparty. I have an absolutely amazing dress. And I have been ( Read more... )

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you  know? i thoroughly enjoy coming home at the end of my day and unwinding with a nice glass of wine and some great music while i just dilly-dally online and talk to good friends on aim. it feels pretty great after having the last few days that i have had.

oh and p.s. - i miss my sister like whoa =[

So last night, my dad watched the movie August Rush. I had never seen it, and to be honest, I wasn't even sure that I DID want to. Until my dad came downstairs ranting about the movie. But the funny thing about it wasn't that his rants are what made me want to see it, it was what he said to me. He told me that the little boy reminded him so much of ( Read more... )