This shit is nuts man... 4 more days and I am officially out of high school... I made it! Tonight was a fun night :)

Life's about to get happy again... thank you AK :)

My whole high school career has been me missing out. Missing out on dating as a freshmen, missing out on hanging out with my friends because of MMSTC. Missing the deadline for this, or the due date for that. Nothing sucks more than tonight though. I am missing a huge party at Earl's house, one that everyone I chill with is going to be at. This ( Read more... )

Some people dont' make sense.
I told you I loved you.
Should I wait til tomorrow?
Will your answer be different.
I knew you were just talking.
GOd damnit does that hurt.
This shit is fucking rough.
I don't like this love shit.
All it does is make you hurt.
But I don't wanna be lonesome.
Forever alone is a long time.

I don't understand why ( Read more... )

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Daytona did a lot of good for me. I've been happier since I've been back. Spent some time with him last night. Like almost 3 hours. We talked a lot. I feel like maybe I'm pressuring, and I don't want to be pressuring, but I know that he feels the sam way that I do and it bothers me that he won't just succumb to that. Well anyways, I hope ( Read more... )

I don't wanna know ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like your whole world was falling apart around you? Like no matter what you do everything is wrong anyways. Grandma died today. This afternoon she passed away around 1 pm. I hope that she is happier in heaven than I am on earth. If there is even a heaven... who even knows anymore. I'm done. Things would be hitting me ( Read more... )

Grandma Margie is on her way out. Aunt Kim says that death comes in 3's... so stay away from me cuz you could be next. Rodney... Grandma... whos not gone yet, but on her way, and who else....? Am I the only person who has ever felt this way: sad cuz of all the crazy drama, but yet happy cuz I am in love and know what I want with that person. ( Read more... )