It seems as if everything is starting to go right again. Then he says he's not sure if he wants me livin with him... But he also doesn't want me livin iwth my ex... ??? SO what the fuck am I sposed to do? I don't get it. Whatever. Things will always be drama. I suppose that's how my life was made out to be. I give up. I'm tired of trying to ( Read more... )

Shit is crazy. I go from being on top of everything one week to being as low as I can the next week. This shit doesn't work for me. I'm scared. I don't know what to do. How will I survive? I don't really know if I want to. I just read something that Jimmy wrote today. And I'm scared. I loved him... still do love him. I wish shit wouldn't ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting up at 2:45 in the morning, trying to get laundry done for tomorrow cuz Im a dumb mother fucker and I like to sleep all day... yah.... Im an insomniac. It doesn't help that livin where I am there's people to stay up with. Don't get me wrong, I love living here. I'm staying at Sammy's house and it is the shit. Me, Sam, Corey, and ( Read more... )

I had a great night tonight. It took my mind off of the whole Jimmy situation and everything else goin on right now. Thanx Matt, I had a lot of fun. We went and saw 50 first dates and laughed our asses off followed by deep funny conversation at his house. I'm not smokin those cigarettes lol. And no you can't have the last one. Yesterday I ( Read more... )

So ballin my eyes out ( Read more... )

SLUT! LoL. Funny Shit. Not the first time I heard that one today.... LMAO

So if someone wants to fuck with me, it would be cool if they could do it to my fucking face. And two-faced fucking liars aren't cool either. Maybe this is a student run fucking team, but maybe the adults should also open up their eyes and fuckin take some responsibility and handle their shit. One thing that I don't like are liars. Don't lie to ( Read more... )

Today I got a cell phone. It's a Nokia pre-paid thingy... is it the newest or the best? NO! But it is a cell phone and it will take care of my cell needing. I have an old car, and an old celly and u know what? They're 2 of the things I'm most proud of having cuz I worked my ass off for both. I repaired some shit with some important people that ( Read more... )

I got my car. It's a 1987 Bonneville. Does it look good? Hell no. Does it run well? Better than my mom's 2000 Alero. Am I happy with it? Extremely. I just can't wait to get my car insurance all taken care of. That will be nice, because then I will be able to drive it. YAY! It would be nice if my mom quit calling me selfish for buying ( Read more... )

I don't understand why things happen the way they do ( Read more... )