I know ur only worried about me, and all Im doing is being mean to u, im sorry, im just really stressed out right now, and i know all of my choices now and in the past, and probalby forever in my future aren't always going to be what other people think i should do, but im going to do what i want, and thats all there is to it, i don't like people ( Read more... )

Things are always so fucking complicated. At least after Saturday I'll know if I can realistically afford a car right now, and if not how much more I need to save up before I can get one and move the fuck outta here. I can't live with this psychotic bitch. And yes, that is how I feel about her. She likes to talk about accountability for your ( Read more... )

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS THING THEY CALL LIFE ( Read more... )

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You ( Read more... )

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I'm glad that I'm adjusting to Fitz really well. It's been like 4 weeks and I seem to have a lot of people that talk to me lol. I'm pretty sure that's a good thing. Yay for work tomorrow. I better make some damn good money. I need to call IHOP tomorrow. Yay I get to be lectured tomorrow after school by my aunty. Fun shit. Whatever.

I miss the days of not having to worry. Today sucked. It seems as if when one thing goes wrong then the rest of the day has to go wrong too. I've cried twice today. I'm tired of crying. I just can't help myself sometimes though. Me and Jim talked. I don't think he understands how I feel even though I xplained it the best that I could... as a ( Read more... )

Bad-->Good as always ( Read more... )

I needa do a long update... but I am just too tired... I guess I'll just have to wait until tomorrow.

this is the problem... i was honest... now i probably scared him away........ thats what always happens... this is why i hate the idea of love... it scares me more than anything in the world... im not afraid of death... or pain... or anything like that ... but love... yup definitely