Girl: I feel guilty
Boy: Don't. You cannot be guilty for something you haven't even done yet
Girl: "Yet" being the operative word here

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I miss the self-indulgence into melancholy that being a teenager and a goth allowed me. Adulthood does not allow this kind of non-sense. Is there a problem? Solve it. Occassionally you may be permitted mourning, but only in severe cases of death, accidents, disease and perhaps (although this also seems to be making its way out of the list slowly) a ( Read more... )

I'm cold. In June. Indoors ( Read more... )

There was a period in my life when I was relatively calm, loving, relaxed and forgiving. I did not take things personally and the worst feelings were a guy not calling back, when I would cry for a bit, loneliness and boredom. It started in the summer of 2007.

From this relatively heatlhy state of being I entered a relationship, a group of people I ( Read more... )

After ten years of labels ("diva", "student", "goth", "blondie", "foreigner", "immigrant", "allochtoon", a Dutch word (derived from Greek  ἀλλος (allos), other, and χθων (chthon) earth/land), literally meaning "originating from another country") I am finally tired of having to put up with the labels that people put on me. What happened to "free ( Read more... )

Companies have a certain structure of employees who work 1 hour a day, send administration emails for the rest 2, talk to their colleagues for another 2 and do personal stuff for 3. Or employees who work on one order line for 30 minutes. You are either slow or too fast. Which person works 8 hours a day and manages to finish everything while having ( Read more... )

I am mainly updating because chrisdesu asked me to. And because I have nothing to do at work. See, I was never busy at Sole Technology (the skate/snow- boarding company I have been working at since November 2006), but since I only have today and tomorrow to go, I am even less occupied with work stuff. So I looked at Candy Candy's fanpages and plot summary ( Read more... )

Ah it was all pointless anyway. And it still is... Am I being vague, abstract? Oh dear... I have got nothing to say, I am boring.

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