This sucks ( Read more... )

That's a huge question in my life right now, in a lot of situations. Can I accomplish a goal I plan on setting for myself in the near future about a career move? Can I sell my house this spring? Can I deal with my mom's illness and be strong for her like I want to? Can I go to this church that I'm wanting to go to so bad, but have certain ( Read more... )

Yay! Well, it's as clean as I can get it, and it's only one room, but at least I got that far. My attention span today sucks. I've been all over the place doing all kinds of things and not able to stop moving. I think I may head out and take Ani on a walk for something to do. I'm bored. I'd clean the carpet in the other rooms except the ( Read more... )

My mom's sick. I know I've said it already many times, but I just went to go see her yesterday, and she looks worse. *sigh* I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I need to get on the ball and convince my step-dad to sell that stupid hotel they bought. This weekend I realized while I was visiting that the hotel, even though she doesn't ( Read more... )

Work on myself, by myself, for myself ( Read more... )

I was an only child growing up. When I was a kid, I played by myself a lot and interacted with my parents more than other kids. I think I grew up fast because of that. It was drilled into my head every day what was right and what was wrong. I also had a lot of first hand experiences with things that a child never should have. Things that, ( Read more... )

...are easily had with great people. ;) I had a great weekend all because of one great person! You know who you are, I admire you so much!

I'm predicting a pretty good weekend ahead of me. *crossing my fingers* I'm hoping, at least. This'll be the first full weekend I've spent at home since my mom's been sick. I have totally mixed feelings about that. I'm glad I don't have to drive or be in the bitter cold all that much today, but I'm upset that my momma's not gonna have company ( Read more... )

does this feel like a lonely night or what? nobody seems to wanna hang out anymore. i know i've been out of the big "social loop" that i once created for myself for quite a while, but geesh ( Read more... )

I've only loved 2 guys in my life. Loved as in, I'd do anything for them. I guess that's good for being only 24 ( Read more... )