Can someone tell me the point of arguing with someone to the point that it makes you just snap? Like go insane snap, throwing stuff across the room and destroying things snap. I mean seriously, first of all, why would anyone in this world walk around with the intent of pushing other people's buttons and trying their hardest to argue with someone ( Read more... )

Mainly to myself, a little to Fran and Kat, but mainly myself. I've just come to realize this past 3 weeks what a strong person I can be at times. Don't get me wrong, I've had a few breakdowns, but for the most part and around my mom especially, I feel I have to be strong. My mom's been diagnosed with multiple myeloma, a bone cancer. It all ( Read more... )

for this being the start of a new year and my birthday month, it's really sucking. i just found out my mom's in the hospital. i'm not yet sure if it's serious, 'cause mark's a little freaked out and beside himself with worry and doesn't really know what's going on, but i'll be heading to columbia first thing tomorrow morning. we're so behind at ( Read more... )

So I got a sweeeeet rental car on Friday, cleaned all day Saturday, had a big keg party at my house Saturday night, watched football Sunday, slept in this morning (7 hrs! which has been the most I've gotten in a long time), and went to the movies today. My weekend, although starting out pretty horrible with the wreck, didn't turn out half bad. I ( Read more... )

I now have no car. That's right ladies and gents, I got in yet another accident. This one was my fault though. Now my car's fucked and my insurance still hasn't dealt with the last wreck so I don't know how long they're gonna fucking take for this! The accident happened close enough to my house for me to put my now really fucked up car in ( Read more... )

So tonight I went to Franny's and ate some of Chas's great chili (YUM!), then listened to the guys practice while Fran and I played Scrabble. It was a low key night, but great fun all around ( Read more... )

I'm feelin' bit lonely sittin' here tonight ( Read more... )

...in a car accident. Yep, that's right. I didn't die, and nobody was hurt, so I guess everything's okay. But, fuck. Every time I seem to be getting back on my feet, crazy shit like this happens. Whatever. The accident really fucked me up though. As far as my mind goes, anyway. After the cop let me go, I sat in my car on the side of the ( Read more... )

It's that time of the year again. Yes, the time when I start feeling sorry for myself 'cause I'm alone for Christmas. Well, I'm not alone as in I'm not gonna be seeing my family at all ('cause I'm gonna be headin' out of town here in a couple hours), but alone as in I'm single, still. This doesn't bother me too much, 'cause, well, let's face it ( Read more... )

So, I went to go see this movie last night with Fran and Kat. I loved it. It was a love story, Johnny and June's, of course. After I shed a few happy tears at the end of the movie, I walked out and headed straight for the bathroom. I then proceeded to lock myself in a stall and bawl. I've been holding in a lot of feelings for the past month or ( Read more... )