im in a play tomorrow night at school. everyone should come and see it, its going to be hilarious. its in the comm building at 8 ( Read more... )

so, im sitting all alone in the CAB waiting for the vagina monologues. its kind of weird to be in here with no one else, im listening to music though and its kind of nice to feel like i own the place ( Read more... )

oh shit, party at the cedar house!

I can't wait unitl i feel human again. my brain feels weird.

i've been on prozac for a week now. its still nearly impossible to get out of bed. and then once im out, its nearly impossible to figure out what to do with myself. my dosage goes up tomorrow. we'll see. today was my last session with the evergreen counsellor, apparently I can't see her if im seeing someone else. oh well, at least now i can ( Read more... )

things have been very interesting for me lately. im doing so much work on myself, its amazing. of course i'm still making mistakes that are bad for me, but for the most part im doing a really good job of putting up boundaries and sticking to them ( Read more... )

hi colin

live journal has been weird to me latley and hasn't let me post. but now Im back. a long post is defiantlely on the way.

We took T home yesterday. i miss her so much already. she's sooooo my hero. i can't wait until i can get back down to durham to hand out with all those kids. hopefully next time i can stay longer. on the way back from chicago we stopped at IKEA. God i love that place. my mom said she'll get me the loft bed i've had my eye on in a couple of ( Read more... )

we have arrived in ottawa. we spent the whole day in chicago shopping, so many fantasies. i can't wait until im rich. we went to lacoste, burberry, diesel, crate and barrell, fucking everywhere. chris is, of course, being an asshole. he keeps making her cry. he's going to ruin christmas. im fucking exhausted. i'll be in podunk nowhere for a ( Read more... )

well, im in the city. im pretty sick however. i have a nasty cough and im all congested. plus all the anxiety i kept bottled up while i was at my moms is coming out now. i think i'll be ok soon i took some cold medicine and some anxiety stuff. i feel pretty calm now, im thinking of taking a nap. James just left for work so im just gonna ( Read more... )