Keep holding on ( Read more... )

Well, I still haven't been to sleep but I haven't been home since like 6:45 am either... Jon-E had to work this morning so I took him something from Hardees (the best place in St. Pauls) and laid down with him for a wile... We he got up, he asked why I didn't go to sleep and if it was because I was writing on here... I'm tired of feeling like I am ( Read more... )

I know I have said it before, and this time I really mean it... I think I'm going crazy... It's like my life revolves around messages that will never come. Everyday I get online to see if he wrote. And there is nothing ever anymore... But still I can't stop because what if he does want to talk to me... I have a boyfriend... I shouldn't be worried ( Read more... )

Why am I acting this way??? I've always missed him, but now I'm missing him more and more each and everyday... What is it that makes me feel this way??? Why? I don't understand it! I have a boyfriend I should be happy, but still I think of another every night. I feel so bad for thinking about him, I know he doesn't think about me or miss me at all ( Read more... )

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Well, when I couldn't sleep last night/this morning I made a myspace account... I'm sure anyone who is interested will check it out. You shouldn't have any problem finding it ( Read more... )

What could you ever see in me ( Read more... )

You know what really bothers me? How people "claim" to be your friend but they're not... I still live in my home town with everyone I went to school with and everyone who "said" they were my friend but they are not... I had two people call me on my birthday and only one was someone I consider a friend, the other one it made me feel good to know ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

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