I'm so tired, and I'm so sad. I wish that I could talk to you like we used to do. I miss you, and I miss a lot of other people too... I know I wasn't all that good of a person before but at least I did have good days, not it's like everyday is a bad day. I don't know what I should do. But I need to do something.

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Well, being the "good" girlfriend that I was trying to be I told my boyfriend about my ex calling. He said that I wasn't allowed to talk to him, because every time that I do we talk about my current boyfriend. Also because my ex wrote me a letter one time and my boyfriend found it and it was talking about when we were together and "stuff" and my ( Read more... )

What is going on with me??? I have a boyfriend but I'm on the phone with my ex as I'm typeing. I love my boyfriend, but I think I want to talk to another ex again. But I don't think he would ever give me the time of day again. I just don't know what is wrong with me. It's like I'm going crazy or somethig, but everyone already thought I was crazy, ( Read more... )

I still love you.
Do you love me too?
I still want you.
Do you still want me too?
I think I still need you.
Do you think you can still help?
I know I still love you.
Does it scare you too?

Well, I can see I didn't get what I wanted for my birthday from someone (Donald Duck). But why should he do anything for me right. Well, here is the list of what I got for my birthday ( Read more... )

I don't want it to, but I think today is going to suck. I have to get up in six hours to start getting ready. I have to get up, pick out what I'm going to wear, take a shower, make sure I still want to wear what I picked out, flat iron my hair, get dressed, do my make up, touch up my hair, and get to Jon-E's before 9:30 am. Then we have to do our ( Read more... )

1. Skirt (hand made) tank-top, and belt (Nana)
2. Tank-top (Pooky)
3.Skirt (hand made) and belt (Mom)
4. T-Shirt (Tiffany and Wade)
5. T-Shirt (Ashley [sister] and Brandon)

That's everything I've gotten so far and my birthday isn't until Sunday.

Well, today is odd. I'm really sad I feel like crying and nothing is wrong (or so it seems). Pooky took me shopping last night for my birthday present, then I sat there and wrapped it all up (es silly no) but I wanted something to open on my birthday. but i gtg pick him up for lunch like now. Krystle Taxi at your (well his) service.

Well, my birthday is in three days and I'm SO not looking forward to it. I don't think I'm getting anything I want, and I don't think I'll have a good day at all. I've been dating a guy for almost 11 months now and he still has no idea what to get me for my birthday even though I have told him a number of things. My sister is getting me a purse I ( Read more... )

I WANT TO STAB MY EYES OUT!