Dear You ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that I hate my self. And that I need to die. All I ever do is hurt people, and make people angry. "But I love you sweet-T" well if you loved me you would never had said that you wouldn't go to my funeral. "Your just to hard on yourself" well if you knew half of what I know about me then you would be twice as hard on me ( Read more... )

My 19th B-day is in 5 count them FIVE days!!! (Hey do you remember where this was taken and what I was wearing?) hehehe

Sugar and Spice and Everything nice, that is what little girls are made of ( Read more... )

What is wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? All I do anymore is cry. I can't help it. I feel like I'm dieing inside... Sometimes, I wish I could die. And other times I wish I would have died. I just feel like nothing ever gets any better. It gets worse but never any better.

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I have new pics now!

Why do I feel this way ( Read more... )

Write 15 things about 15 separate people, but don't name them. They can be things you were too shy to tell people, things you wish you could tell them or things you hate about them. Anything ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing. Before if I was down then I knew what to do but now, now I am so confused. I don't know what to do. Who do I talk to? What would I say? Would anyone understand me? Would anyone care either way? Does anyone even love me? Is it possible to love someone like me? Am I going crazy? Am I for acting this way? Why do I put up ( Read more... )

(Sigh) What am I doing? I can't take this... I got a birthday gift today. My grandmother framed this print that says "Sister and Friend" and it has these two little girls one in yellow and one in pink holding hands looking at the ocean. Now, if you know anything about me and my sister you know we are not really close but on the back she wrote a ( Read more... )