As some of you all might know, I am currently looking for a Religion. To a lot of you, this is a shock, coming from what some might call an atheist. I find, as I grow older, that the path of atheism grows more and more lonely. And, in fact, though I surround myself with people I love and care for, I feel alone. And believe me, it's not my ( Read more... )

1 final and then i will be in ATX instead of the ATL. please god.. let this break be a calm one. I know it will be interesting to say the least. but yeah.

I remember looking at the stars in my backyard in Albuquerque thinking about the future and having so many questions and no answers. Questions like: "will I ever get married?" "Will I ever go to College and if I do where?" "What is Life about?" "Why do people gaze at stars, they aren't that exciting?" Though some of the questions have been ( Read more... )

looks like I am going to be failing a class... YAY... we shall see what I can muster up in the last 3 weeks of class. but maybe its a C. if I am lucky.

Today is my Birthday.

I met this guy the other day. He really put into perspective how lucky I am to have the friends, the family and the experiences (or lack thereof) that I have had.

The other day I was talking to this random girl (don't recall her name), and she asked me what my favorite type of music was. Blankly I answered her: "Classical, Bluegrass, and a bit of Rock." After that we both went on with our day. 2 hours later, I started to think about it: "What is my favorite type of music?" After about 2 or 3 hours of ( Read more... )

How does one do it: let go a friendship. Friendship has always been the center of my life, risking my sanity in the pursuit of a life better for the people I love and care about. It was really hard to watch my best friend of 12 or so years walk to the man she loves at the ripe age of 19, and commit her life to him. It was in a sense, the last ( Read more... )

So these are my classes for The Summer Semester ( Read more... )