So.. I have just been so super busy.. I havent posted anything on here in 4EVER ( Read more... )

SO.. I kinda forgot about livejournal.. oops.. with facebook and myspace and all that other junk I kinda forgot about this place ( Read more... )

Holy crap!! its amazing that I havent posted anything on here for like 3 months!! it feels insane ( Read more... )

So.. I made Academy winterguard.. I knew that I would make it.. but we still have yet to find out who made what line.. but im pretty damn confident that I will be on the sabre line!! for one, Loreal pretty much was teaching me the routine and then helping the other auditioning people!! so that is cool! but it was one of the hardest auditions EVER! ( Read more... )

So.. Im kind of confused right now!! I went on a date tonight and the guy was totally cute and amazing and such a gentleman.. just made me feel special and good ( Read more... )

So.. I havent posted in a little bit.. so I will now get you up to speed ( Read more... )

So.. as the title says.. its the september starvathon.. I have gone 3 days so far and it has been maxed out starvation and binge/purge... I have done nothing but drink so many gallons of water to keep me hydrated and not hungry.. along with many cups of coffee, & diet soda. a lot of diet pills and some laxatives.. I almost find myself spinning ( Read more... )

SO.. it seems like it has been a really long while since I have posted anything ( Read more... )

SO.. last night was really wierd.. I woke up at like 3 am and had the hugest headache. and my stomach hurt really bad. so I went and threw up, and then I felt better. I took some advil and went to bed ( Read more... )

Wow... words cannot describe how unfathomably hurtful my throat has become!!! especially tonight.. I just let loose and practically ate anything I could get my hands on tonight.. which was a ton of food!!! A TON!!! so after that I practically threw up so hard I was crying while I was vomiting.. So.. I want to try a fast now.. since my throat hurts ( Read more... )