I absolutely loved my Tucson adventures! Even the breaking-my-key-in-the-lock part turned out great!

I am lonely in this little town, and I want to be someone's priority. I want someone to think of me and actively want me around. People are not hostile to me here, merely indifferent...

It doesn't really matter anyway. I am blessed enough to enjoy my own company, and in 5 short months I will graduate and move on with my life. I know that I am

Things people do that irritate me irrationally ( Read more... )

I suck at not kissing people.

...and forming healthy relationships.

Reading the entries from my first semester of college... thoughts...

-It worries me how truly unstable I was.
-If I could change one thing, I would never have dropped the photography class.
-Who I am needs to accept who I have been.

I'm having another one of those "I want to be alone in my loneliness" moments.

I'm done! One more semester behind me, and boy was it a crazy one! I came so close to quitting, it isn't even funny... well, maybe a little funny, but only in retrospect. After all the sweat, tears, and bloodshed (literally), I am free to rejoice in my success. What am I going to do with my first full day of freedom? Study. Ironic, I know ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about you a lot lately. i heard you're not doing so well, and i want you to know that i have never given up on you.

you are strong enough to change.

love always,
deva

p.s. you still owe me stargazing.

Things I have learned about myself that I never expected:

1. I enjoy a comfortable routine in my life.
2. I do not embrace change as easily as I thought I would.

Today was huge. I am very very excited :)