we turn to the skeletons in our closets for help. & look to them to teach us how not to need. -anorexic anonymous.
it is a life style. when your whole life, is based around not eating, & excercise & water only, thats a Lifestyle. some people live to eat, others eat to live. anorexics do neither. as Ive been sufering with it for many years.
Even if one calls it a 'lifestyle' it's not one which a person chose out of free will. Like a shizophrenic's life revolves around the voices s/he hears in the head or a multiple's life is ruled by the personalities living in his/her head an anorexics life is ruled by food and not eating
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im not anorexia or bulimic (however u spell that) but i do have something very close to an eating disorder and it started when i went on a very serious diet and i skipped meals and everything and i didnt know i had to do a whole buncha things to adjust to a whole buncha other things and everything and i would just eat close to nothing and that really messed up my metabolism so now whenever i eat something i get a really really bad stomachache and it stays in my stomach and wont digest or even go down into my intestines for the longest time and its horrible and a lot of things that i eat just turn right into fat its terrible. so its kind of half-and-half sometimes...
Ha you caught me there, that's the one question for which I never have an answer 'who are you?' I wished I would know the answer myself. However, you are more than welcome to ask me whatever you like, so that we can find out together ;)
But now an answer to a question you didn't ask but may have meant anyway: I added you after I saw your post in selfportraits and was just bewitched by your charming smile and gorgeous eyes.
And I wish you many more peaceful nights, filled with love, not leaving any space for the wish to hurt yourself. But love is seldom straight forward, always defies logic and reality.
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& look to them to teach us how not to need.
-anorexic anonymous.
it is a life style.
when your whole life, is based around not eating, & excercise & water only, thats a Lifestyle.
some people live to eat, others eat to live.
anorexics do neither.
as Ive been sufering with it for many years.
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But now an answer to a question you didn't ask but may have meant anyway:
I added you after I saw your post in selfportraits and was just bewitched by your charming smile and gorgeous eyes.
And I wish you many more peaceful nights, filled with love, not leaving any space for the wish to hurt yourself. But love is seldom straight forward, always defies logic and reality.
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