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Being lied to must be the worst feeling in the world. Round two. Losing again. -
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I can't imagine it would be alright if I did the same things, but I still don't know how to discuss that issue. I wish it was as simple as saying "it upsets me. Please stop." But I am sure that wouldn't go over well. So how do you tell someone you love that their actions are killing you? -
March 20th
I wish I could put it all into words that would be eloquent and say exactly what I feel. I am not a writer though and therefore usually have to settle for whatever babble comes out. As for right now, I have exactly two thoughts. The first being that I am unbelievably happy. For the first time in years, yes years, I feel as if everything happened ( Read more... ) -
New York
In 4 days the fella will be back. I'm going to New York in 11 days! In 13 days I will be seeing Next to Normal on Broadway! So many things to look forward to. I'm just too excited! -
"awesome friend"
Oh silly me. Oh silly silly me. Glad I'm an "awesome friend." -
The Sham
So if I were to say that I am currently doing something that, when considering all my previous knowledge, is very unwise, would you tell me to keep doing it and maybe it will be different this time or would you tell me to get out now? I do realize the whole definition of insanity thing. So maybe that is why I wonder at this. Is it insanity? Or do ( Read more... ) -
"My crown is called content, a crown that seldom kings enjoy."
It's funny how all the medicine and sleep in the world can do little to make me feel better, but one good phone call does the trick. You made me happy today. -
Let's kick the tires and light the fires!
I have the distinct feeling it's going to hurt a lot more the second time. So one might wonder what the heck I'm doing in the first place. But someone who used to know me pretty well said I needed to take more risks with this area of my life. And I think he was right.
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This is something I am trying to understand and change, but one of two things is happening. I either don't understand or I am incapable of changing anything. Which is worse? One way or another I firmly stand by my decision. I've shut that part down and to be honest things feel so much better that way ( Read more... ) -
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This is precisely the reason I don't get involved with these thing. You feel like this all the time. And the few moments you are super happy really are not worth how it feels later on. So in the end living by my own rules pays off. Note to self.