Im starting to get depressed again. Sacramento tends to have that effect on me. I think its time to move again.

This morning I woke up and I couldn't walk and there was a sandwich on my pillow. My leg hurts really bad. I don't really remember what I did last night. I know that I walked home from the zebra club because I didnt want to be there and Mario wouldnt drive me home. Then I came home and started crying to Cheryl for no reason. Today at work I was ( Read more... )

I had a fabulous weekend. I've been trying to collect the clothes that I left over everyones houses. That sounds a little stutty. All of my favorite pieces of clothing...gone. 2 of my juicy couture hoodies I left in LA. And my black juicy couture blazer that i've only wore once, I left that in jessicas car a long time ago and now she can't find it ( Read more... )

Last night was a little too much. Lately i've had no patience at all ( Read more... )

Uggh today sucks. I woke up kinda late. I put off my test so I can drink tons of water. I feel so sick. I also have to move the rest of my stuff into my apartment. I was supposed to start school today, but I dropped my classes and i'm not gonna start till next semester. I don't have time for school right now. Im going to be working like crazy ( Read more... )

Man it feels good to be back in the OC. I didn't get back till 4am this morning! The drive was a bitch. I miss all of my Socal friends. I have to do a drug test tomorrow in order to get this really cool job that I interviewed for yesterday. I hope I pass :/ I need to quit shooting up heroin ( Read more... )

I have a splinter in my finger and it hurts really bad. I tried all morning to get it out! Wheres my mom when I need her?? So Celeste just called me and wants me to go out with her tonight. I swear i'm so sick of lipstick. I feel bad for Sacramento. No matter how many new clubs people create, they still suck. You know why?? Because all of the same ( Read more... )

So Sacramentos been okay. Im staying with my mom till my room at my cousins place is finished. My whole plan was to come back to Sacramento to find a new roomate in OC. I don't know if i'm gonna stick to that though. I moved to Orange County because I wanted to get out of this town and start school. I had an amazing time while it lasted. I met so ( Read more... )

So its my first night back in Sacto. I was having a decent time until like 5 minutes ago. I alrady can't stand my mom. I've been here for like 1 hour and shes already yelling at me. Now im all depressed.

So I decided that I might come back to Sac for a couple weeks to figure some stuff out. Im super stressed out and depressed right now. I need to be with my family. I have to find a new roomate and I hate doing that. Its just like looking for a job. I miss Bruce! He is having so much fun at his dads house though ( Read more... )