It worries me. It worries me how someone's environment can completely determine who they are.  And I'm positive it's happened to me. But I hope it's left me with more good than harm.. I mean.. despite *that* which I shall not mention. I know that isnt the right path and I know I chose it myself and that it's sinful.  But at the same time it feels ( Read more... )

Shortest entry ever.  Last Gala concert EVER on Thursday night. It was sad.. but not that sad because I'd been sadder at Leo's grandfathers funeral.  But I got the Woodwind award for this year, joint with Candice. :)

So I think I have the flu ( Read more... )

So what can I say to get you up to date. Not much has really happened. Production's up to its last night, and I got a BIG OSCAR! So did the Salvos. That wont make much sense to you but I tried so hard and long with them, and worked really hard myself, so to get a 'lead oscar' just makes the whole thing worthwhile ( Read more... )

Because my mind is annoyingly teenage female and I want to stab it. No really. I'm happy. But picky. Stop being picky Hayley.

On another note, saw HP 5 today. And they so set up Harry and Ginny well. Harry and Ginny forever guys. The redhead always gets the boys. End of story.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Gwoka

There you go Ellen.

Because I want to know what Johari thinks of me. :P

ps. I showed Leo just the 'EDIT' bit of the last post. The look on his face was to die for.

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Wow. I thought those last posts would have justified at least SOME kind of response. My mood is all suddenly lifted, and at Paiges party I was so confident and feel-good. Feels like things are ok for now. And I didnt even feel too funny at all ( Read more... )

And this is another post where I bite my tongue, where I have no choice but to let it all bubble away inside me till I start to decompose from my very centre. I could talk, but either you won't want to hear it or you'll give me the answers which you might think are right but everything that's in me throws itself against. And my only option right ( Read more... )

I've just come out of the concentrated stess that is exam week! They gave me Geography on Monday, and then my 6 other exams on Tuesday and Wednesday. I'm just glad it's all over and I know I passed. I hope I passed. hehe :S So hello free time, working at Dads work, catching up on things (like learning to drive) and other important stuff, like ( Read more... )