cried.
dont know why.

i need some relief.
its been too long
i could use something to relax me.

i need someone to be there.
you're there. but so far. and i hate it.

i so just want to break down. but im strong now.

don't make me do this. not tonight. not any other night. I can't handle anything anymore. so just leave me alone ( Read more... )

fuck all that ( Read more... )

i give up.

you win.

Theres always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?these past few days just haven't been good for me. i dont like who im ending up becoming. im not who i've been. i'm bitchy. i'm pissed at the world. not so much depressed, but just ( Read more... )

why?
not you too.

why?
take my feelings away.

why?
don't be like that.

why?
not again.

why?
i want it back.

sorry, you dont get to know what the why questions are.

Fight, we couldn't try ( Read more... )

i feel so comfortable around him. like i can totally just joke around and be myself. its pretty cool. i can randomly just like bite him and he wont be like wtf. haha. i love it when i have friends like that. not people that are just like uh whatever you weirdo.. and im like dude. what the. cause im just being my amazing self. haha. its okay, they' ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do now
i'm in this situation and i dont know what to do. its like.. weird.. i know what i should do.. but it seems wrong. i've never been stupid, why start now? i want to trust, but i dont know. it took me by surprise. i wasn't expecting that.. at all.. and im still shocked. boy..

we're totally alike. i make the same mistakes she did. i am going down the same wrong paths. making the same bad decisions. we even look the same. but she's where i get my amazingness. she was shy at my age. now she's loud and loved by like.. all. i'll be like that too. we fall for guys too easily. and then always end up hurt ( Read more... )