i can't help feeling like this anymore, what is frickin wrong with me?
i'm only normal around certain people and thats not even all the time
stupid little things get to me. they annoy me, upset me, make me lose interest in whatever, or just ruin everything and im so sick of it. i just want to look at myself in the mirror and yell at myself.
toughen ( Read more... )

yeah you know who ( Read more... )

you'll find out the truth.
it'll hurt.
im not ready for that.
but one day you'll know everything that i've hidden.

you'll catch on soon.

just know that you mean the world to me.

ah. this just sucks ( Read more... )

get out of my life already. i'm so tired of trying to deal with all that you put me through when i should be so totally over it. but instead i have to deal with it every second of every day. i can't do it anymore. it's interfering with way too much of my life. you aren't worth this. you've never been worth anything ( Read more... )

kent is amazing.
you are amazing.
you make me remember that not everywhere is horribley gay.
although im sure you think kent is gay.

i love it here.
i love the time i spend here.
so much.

but yeah.

i really dont feel like updating this right now.
i just know that you want me to.. haha

seattle thrift store shopping tomorrow!! yesss :]:]

i dont want to piss you off anymore.
i wont be writing in here anymore.

you wont care.
you have your own stuff to worry about.

i just want to yell and shout and let you know everything. but i know i cant. i cant yell or upset you or anyone else for that matter. well, not anymore than i already have. i'm not going to be selfish anymore. no thanks ( Read more... )

The secrets. They're killing us all. You don't know it. but it's happening. and its not going to stop. You'll find out the truth sometime. As will I. But some things, we'll just never admit to. because we don't want the other person to be disappointed. you'll never know what i'm talking about here. i'll never admit to it.This isn't so secretive. In ( Read more... )

scream it at the top of your lungs ( Read more... )