sorry i havent wrote in you in a long ass time shits been ruff school started and my moms been on my ass about everything i stole her car and crashed got caught and am still taking the heat im glad the police didnt catch me though or life would be almost over i havet eaten in 4 days anerexias coming back oh hell i guess ill givve in im good at ( Read more... )

everytime i think about life nd where im going and who my friends are i get hurt or w3hat i chase after and what i want in life i feel more and more worthless i fucked up a good friendship for a grimy hurtful freiendship that is all about how we are going to fire up the next dime or dub life is all revolved around bud now because i am addicted my ( Read more... )

ive been running for so long from what i thought was a knife only trying to harm only to be protected by the shield that was there to protect me all along ive been really cruddy to my best friend whose been there for me ever since i was in richmond shes been here and ive only hurt her i was never there for her ever and only beacause i was selfish ( Read more... )

this weekend we celebrate my birthday me and five friends are going to get so fucked up ha ha ha ha im so evil with such an evil plan muh ha ha ha ha

what hurts me maybe the question should be more like who a little bit of everybody takes turns hurting me the boys i like always turn out to be assholes and it just hurts me i have mixed feelings about alot of my friends especially one thats always there for me who smacked me as hard as she could out of anger when i was playing with her cuz she ( Read more... )

hmmm joy talked shit then lied tells me not to say anyting to my best friends keysha and i do it anyways was that right is there going to be a figt maybe we should mediate it ill see tommrow thats the only way we can mediate it without any trouble but is trouble what i want i want to punch her in her damn face i hate that bitch wut to do wut to do ( Read more... )

mothers day sucks today cuz my mom is pmsing its also her brithday all my brothers and sisters pitched in to buy her this ugly ass necklace and theyw ere like we aint gonna say it was from you but i personally think they did me a favor cuz if my name was ever on something that ugly i think id kill myself i think we should've all pitched in and ( Read more... )

i got my hair done today i like it alot although i think i tied it up to tightly cuz my head hurts lol but oh well it looks good glad to have my nappy ass shit dealt with this should last like4 days ha ha well im out my throat hurts and its from being sick just to clarify for all th e perverts who asked me what i was doing before my throat began to ( Read more... )

could it be i actualy had a good day maybe life does have ups and downs i personally like the ups

i hate life but im still here why is that why is it that its almost impossible for my life to end its almost as if im meant to be here but i know that im not i know that god hates me if he is real and life will never get better i will remain ugly and crazy and fat thats me thats my life it seems that all i have left to do in life is to complain to ( Read more... )