"Oh yea, our party is tomorrow.. only privledged ppl are invited... sorry if your not.. well actually no I'm not, cause if your not invited..then your not privledged and that means your not wanted or cared for to be here! And Lulu and I are gonna be the only girls here.... Kinky... well Amanda is gonna be here too... but that is it ( Read more... )

Bleh. So our 4th of July party started with like Sarah, Rog & I. Then the list somehow crawled to 40 people, THEN it went back down and I don't know if ANYONE besides Sarah and Rog are going to come. Fine with me, but I don't want Rog to bring his mom and then for there to be like 2 people there...I'm afraid of things my dad might say. :-/ So, ( Read more... )

Yesterday we were on our way to church and my parents started fighting. I hate it when they fight..:( They've been married almost 17 years and they still don't know how to get along. I hope Rog & I are never like that. 6 more days till I get to see my love! :-P Hehehe I'm still getting nervous about going to school in the fall and stuff, but I know ( Read more... )

I get to see Rog tonight! Sarah and I are going to Big Wheel and Rog's gonna be there after work! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :-D I'm so happy, I miss him so much...*sigh* He's also comming over for the 4th of July. Which, by the way, anyone can come to my house on the 4th at 2...call me or IM me or email me if you need dirrections! We have a pool and a ( Read more... )

Why do I do this to myself? :( I worry so much about loosing Rog, and I know I won't. Does Satan do this to me? Call me crazy, but I don't think God would make me worry about loosing Rog or anything. Idk...I know Rog loves me, and I love Rog...I'm scared of not seeing him when I start going to school. But I know I will...everything will work out. ( Read more... )

Hehe...well my aunt called and she's stealing me Tuesday night after guitar lessons to go to her house. Then she's bringing me back on Friday. Eh for some reason I'm sorta shakey about going away so soon again. So much for my summer at home. But w/e lol ( Read more... )

My dad asked me if I wanted to invite Rog to come with us to my grandparents house tonight. Although I think Rog's working, and I don't want any of my family members giving him a hard time. Cause that's just wrong. So yeah, Idk. I think things are going to be good though. :)

Please pray that it is God's will for Rog & I to be together...We both pray about it, but we all know theres strength in numbers.

Thanks. :)

Yeah...So last night I went out with Rog, Sarah & my family. I know I shouldnt be doing this but I'm getting my hopes up *blushes guiltily* I musn't allow myself to though. I'm just happy I'm allowed to hang out with him :)

Seeing if Rog can come with me tomorrow night! Pray!