I went in for an exam which would put me at one of about 4,000 certified individuals in the US capable of performing a job. The girl who was the admin/proctor was quite possibly the most incredible looking thing I've ever seen. I spent more time on the exam thinking about her than anything else.

I tried. She wasn't interested.

It's been a while. Some things happened, I went to a dark place. Nothing new. Everyone who can feel goes through it at some point I imagine. The previous events were a catalyst for me to find something to fixate on. I went out and got myself one of those job things. I'm now a network security analyst and spend my day studying malware and making ( Read more... )

Hi, Alison
This is my writing. It is an attempt to express my feelings on a variety of subjects that I'm unable to do otherwise, mainly due to the fact that at the time I didn't feel you needed to be victim to my thoughts. Perhaps one day you will read this but I believe that is most likely not the case. Yet I will still write, because I need to. It ( Read more... )

Hi friend, I haven't written in you for a good while. Sorry about that. I've been busy with a girl and that's just ended so I'm here to reflect on that a little bit! She was schedule to see me on November 23rd, to celebrate our one year anniversary on Thanksgiving day (in reality we'd been together longer than that). Instead, I was left standing at ( Read more... )

I suppose I should have more substance to the previous reply I posted to your comment, so I may as well do it here in an entry ( Read more... )

Shall I work on messaging you now, or will you merely come to me?

I am sick, my mind and body unable to be distracted by my petty escapism that makes up my day causes me to turn my bitterness inwards to examine the paths set before me. I am not permitted to skip a class without a doctor's note ( Read more... )

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Sometimes, given enough time, you can be dealt a hand interesting enough that it's worth playing.

I had one of those moments just now, where suddenly something seems to make sense to me as if I had always known it but never bothered to pay attention. I was watching Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves while working on my thesis on Internet spam. It was the scene where they are robbing the nobles horse drawn carriage by attach hooks to the rear and ( Read more... )

Writing is important because it is how those before us have chosen to communicate over the course of our existence. We have built a world around us so ridiculous in reliance upon writing that to imagine a day without is amusing. As far as what writing can say about character and personality; nothing. Some may attempt to argue that writing indicates ( Read more... )