For a long time I've wanted to wanted to start fresh, get rid of everything on my HD and just bask in freedom. Well, I've never had the balls to break my self from said attachment. Granted, I have things on my HD that probably go back to 2003, but they're things that I should probably let go of ( Read more... )

What is manufactured and what is genuine? I don't know what thoughts exist that are mine or mine. I feel like seeing other people, movies, books, etc. has all created a terrible sickness in me that gives me some sort of reflex of how I should react in various situations, or respond to things which I have not personally experienced. Is that natural ( Read more... )

My grandmother is dead. Well, is she? She is brain dead, but her body lives. The body breathes, beats. I guess that to say she is dead is to define her as the brain. Very well ( Read more... )

I got in a fight with my mother. I wanted to reenact it in my head ( Read more... )

I am sure I have written something similar in the past. My life is very still, I guess. I don't do a lot. People have commented that my memory is exceptional for recalling events that happened years ago. But there has been nothing to push those memories out. Things happen, yes. But I watch other peoples lives. They're so active, constantly doing ( Read more... )

I am nearing graduation. I am also pursuing multiple majors, therefore I will have to start all over once I graduate. I am also afraid, and stressed out. I'm not a good liar, I never have been. My life was by most peoples standards so ridiculous that I could always be honest and people would think I am a complete liar. It let me cruise by and slip ( Read more... )

Interesting turn of events in EQ2. I left a rather casual guild because I had aspirations of more serious raiding. Within a months time I was raid leading, then I ended up as unofficial acting guild leader. There was someone above me in power, but they were more of a sit back and if you do something bad they scowl at you. I can't tell if these ( Read more... )

I'm depressed. It's completely hilarious and absolute ridiculous. What am I depressed over? A web comic. In the past 4 days I've read 1891 issues of it, and have now caught up on 7 years worth of comic to the point that A. I am horribly sad over the fact I have to wait to read more and B. the actual story of the comic has made me sad. This has put ( Read more... )

I'm left in awe of probably one of the most incredible trolls I've ever seen. VALVe has..I don't know, it's amazing. They added microtransactions to TF2. Yeah, VALVe added microtransactions to TF2. That's not the best of it. The costs for purchasing things from the store are anywhere from 50 cents to $50. Yeah, dollars. The best thing I've seen so ( Read more... )

There's a bit of a battle going on right now. I'm not sure what the applicable label would be to the sides, or even if they can be labeled.

I observed a girl stripping, and that was the uninteresting part. What was fascinating was the people watching her, they were the true view. I watched these people completely mesmerized, pathetic, throw money at ( Read more... )