I fear motivation. I fear drive. The very idea of being motivated, being driven to be active and go do things is a horrifying concept. Imagine the things I could do, things I could learn. Horror, I say.

I'm convinced I've found Omexus on a forum. The dedication to personality and trolling is just so absolute that it's either you, or there actually ( Read more... )

Completely unmotivated by school now. Feeling just weak in general. Don't want to get up, don't want to shower. Don't want to really do anything. Thinking about weird female I met at school. Related? Don't understand these things. Chemicals, feelings, etc. all are confusing. Speaking of that, stereotyping. Does one not realize stereotyping ( Read more... )

My dog was killed. They call it humane and keeping her from suffering, because her quality of life was poor. I call bullshit. My heart is filled with malice. It's been a very dull ordeal overall.

My father came in my room, a day before my supposed birthday and asked me if I was going to the vet today. He was crying. I asked why would I be going, and ( Read more... )

Sitting in living room today, waiting for water to boil. Mother mentioned Jesse James, called him stupid for cheating on Bullock. Mentioned new cow old cow as a joke. Mother had me explain. Mother asked me what I thought of monogamy, said it was weird. Father got angry and asked how after being raised in this household I could be like that and if I ( Read more... )

I discovered a radio show from 1949 and I absolutely love it. It's available for free too at http://www.archive.org/details/OTRR_YoursTrulyJohnnyDollar_Singles and it's about an insurance investigator. The acting and voices are really great too, I feel ( Read more... )

I saw a girl. She was plain, too thin, her face kind of awkward in design. I followed her to her car. I wrote down her license plate. I went home, switchboarded her last name. I went on Google streeview, and checked every possible address with her surname. I found her car in a driveway. I thought about having someone call via payphone while she was ( Read more... )

"Our thoughts and prayers are with you."

Why are your thoughts with me.

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=BumpityBoo&view=videos God tier troll. Pick video, any video. This kid is master.

I think it's time for a new keyboard, this one is pretty terrible. I might actually go ergonomic now. I need a new mouse, the double clicking ( Read more... )

In perhaps one of the most naive business moves I have ever seen, The Pirate Bay has become a "digital peer-to-peer distribution torrent store." A company has purchased The Pirate Bay. To turn it in to a store. The Pirate Bay. A store. Where things are purchased. For money.

“The Pirate Bay is a site that is among the top 100 most visited Internet ( Read more... )

I have made a lot of so called mistakes in my life. I have ruined my health at an early age, and I have damaged my teeth greatly. I'd be surprised if I still had teeth at 40. While it is regrettable to lose something like teeth, I am thankful for my mistakes. I have observed people who have good trends and habits in health, but it seems to be that' ( Read more... )