I think I've called everyone in the family, but-

Crystal is gone. She was killed and left on Dwyer Street. We don't know how or why, but Adam and I went to identify her. He's not doing very well right now, as one would imagine.

My little girl would have been two years old today. It's almost a year since I lost Jaida and Jordan. It seems like it just happened yesterday. It never gets easier. It just doesn't.

Hey there, Angie.

Sorry I've been a bit AWOL (and that I am doing this over LJ...) but things have been hectic.

Can I come round to see you tomorrow? I'll bring goodies!

Julian checked himself into RMMH. He says he's having trouble dealing and he is afraid if he isn't in hospital, he'll take his own life. He wanted me to tell you all so the people he loves are aware of it.

He'll be there for awhile, and he says he would love visitors, just let him know first. He wants the chance to say no.

Just when I think I know my son, he goes and surprises me. Again and again. Tonight he came over for dinner and he said that he wants to move back home again. At first I thought he was just worried about his dear old dad, and I told him it wasn’t required, but he insisted that it was for the best. He says he wants his daughter to grow up in a ( Read more... )

How do you get used to Thomas being room temperature? It's so strange ( Read more... )

Adam might be the cutest little loser I've ever met ( Read more... )

I love my wife so much ( Read more... )

Spectre...

Thank you.

( Thank you so much )

I've been smoking in hospital. In bed. What a filthy bugger. Jordan would be livid. Can't help it.

Thomas came by to visit me today. Told me about some recording and I actually felt anger. Feeling something was good. Even if that was what it was. I can't imagine. Just...god. Having to watch someone you love die ( Read more... )