let it be known i enjoy being single, but i do loves me some men boy things ( Read more... )

i jest. it's been entirely tolerable. i survived friday, in which i worked 7:30 am to 6 pm at the kennel, then worked 10 pm to 4 am at denny's ( Read more... )

i went for a drive last night. i didn't know where i was or where i was going, but i kept driving. it was an obscenely ridiculous urge... partly because i wanted to drift off away from everything that's been happening. partly because i wanted to get lost. partly because i wanted help in unfamiliar territory. it's crazy, but when i was afraid and ( Read more... )

my grandmother is currently in the ICU. she has edema in her right leg, a blood clot in her side, an aneurysm in her aorta and cancerous growths near her uterus and liver. she's a trooper.
i
need
sleep.

tomorrow, all that we've ever been will solidify, regardless of the outcome.
there is no will strong enough to obtain control, but the will remains. complete, but never enough.
tomorrow sits suspended, with everything we've ever need to have known.
there's no way i'm ready for this.

mom ventured with me to work. having people there is a constant reminder of how much i really love my job, despite how little sleep i've been getting and how early i must get up. i'm fortunate in many ways, one being having a boss like kathy ( Read more... )

haha, wow. that's a pun if i ever knew one ( Read more... )

i've misplaced my camera. i miss taking pictures of where i end up. i take amazing pictures.
so, instead of the clear, crisp, visually stunning pictures i usually produce, i give you ( camera pictures. )

careening into a ditch isn't the greatest way to start a mini-vacation, but it's an interesting way to meet new people ( Read more... )

april finally got a better job at the mayor's office. what matt ryan is doing among this insanity is a mystery, but april's in rhode island for the week ( Read more... )