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lately i haven’t felt like someone anyone would like to be around, so i simply avoid, though that only makes the loneliness louder. nothing sits well with me and just the thought feeds the anxiety and restlessness. i guess i need to start talking about it but me being me, i’d rather not burden even my closest friends so i’ll write to no one and ( Read more... ) -
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the past two months have been a blur and i'm annoyed at myself for that. i guess i am a little tired from moving around so much, even here, for work i wasn't based at one venue for awhile. commuting is tiring and i'm always extra worried about being late going somewhere new and unfamiliar. i'd like to go back to being punctual even though i know ( Read more... ) -
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came home from a day spent feasting over broken conversations with first relatives, slept for an hour, woke up at 1am to a headache which induced my current state of insomnia. tossed and turned, ended up looking through old texts and the oldest conversation dates back almost four years ago, 18th november 2009 (a day before nufail's birthday ( Read more... ) -
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i never thought i'd ever feel so much love for a local band. amateur takes control was the band that opened my eyes and ears to the raw quality of music being made here. i remember sitting in the train somewhere in the west coast of the states listening to them on repeat ( Read more... ) -
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here's an attempt to start writing again, driven by the sudden urge to read past posts and to see if any of my friends still use livejournal ( Read more... ) -
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i am constantly trapped in between the things i want to say, to convey how i feel, and the fear that it won't mean anything because feelings change -
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feels like i exist in a different time dimension
one that leaves me just
a little too late
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2 weeks on i and i feel like i have nothing to return to so why bother