What are you supposed to do when your best friend decides that they hate you?

There aren't any kind of words that can describe what I am feeling right now. I am just so hurt. So broken. I don't know what is wrong with me. What I did wrong. I thought we were OK.

I think I need to come to terms with the fact that things between me and Henry are just different now (ever since that massive fight in April) and they will probably never be the same. I don't know. Maybe I'm being melodramatic. It's only been about three months since we really made up and things oscillate between feeling really good and really bad ( Read more... )

Guess I'm doing something wrong.
Never feel right in these shoes.
A pocket full of matches,
And a head full of flames,
I've got to warn you that I'm bad news.

I had to stop journaling for a bit because it was getting to be too painful to relive it whilst writing about it ( Read more... )

People say friends don't destroy one another--what do they know about friends?

I actually googled "How do you let go of anger" today. What is my life.

Sometimes it feels hard to even process my feelings enough/relive them in order to put them into words here. Suffice it to say, I am not in a particularly good place rn. (Quelle surprise.) I texted Hank about breakfast tomorrow and he said it wasn't happening. I don't really want to talk about this more.

I think that it is maybe time to start distancing myself from Hank. He seems to want to be best friends at work and then just ignore me the rest of the week and I cannot emotionally handle that. I feel so drained. I need to figure out a way to fill up my life without him because I am so sick of practically having to beg him to hang out with me or ( Read more... )

I don't know what there is to say about the last few days. Yesterday really sucked because I've been dating this guy and I decided that I needed to break things off with him. There weren't any real deal breakers or anything, there just wasn't a spark. He took it really well because he is nice and great and mature and why couldn't I just like him? ( Read more... )

My parents want to go to breakfast at B&B because you and I are always going there, but honestly, the best thing about breakfast there is that it's with you.