( as i wait for answers to life...and such )

its official. i graduated from high school. it was a great service really. liz kept me entertained, charis had a nice welcoming speech, and brianna had an awesome speech as well. all the important people in my extend family was there. it was very nice. crazy crowded, but it was good. then the fam hit up checkers...to follow tradition...and it was ( Read more... )

i wish i could say its getting better, but its not.  the only good thing is that i'm not afraid to say what i think anymore. whats the point of keeping things to myself and hoping people will simply guess what i'm thinking? i feel like i've messed up everything/everyone. not to be pessimistic, arg. i hate how now i'm so scared of coming off as the ( Read more... )

its like someone knocked all the air out of me.

if i say anything else it will be too much.

( the smittenness (thats slightly ironic) is wearing off... )

the party was a success. all the people that i love came and it made me very happy. i wasnt so pumped about the whole graduation thing until i saw how excited everyone else was, and it made me excited for me. pretty cool stuff. the whole day was pretty awesome minus a few (very few) flaws. God gave us amazing weather so it was cool. kinda weird to ( Read more... )

i dont wanna heart him anymore. i dont think there can be any good explanation for what has been viewed. sometimes i wonder why i tried so hard. well, if they're happy thats all that matters, right? too bad thats not even close to the truth. but i still got my dhmbmdicty girls:

sumjack81: if not, than just remember that your husband will be a ( Read more... )

so that event went fine. come to find out... my very own kari was there as well. such a small world. so the whole "me looking lonely and desperate" was cut out entirely. i requested an escort and my night ended happily :)

i finally cleaned my room today. then i went to work. hmm. came home. i feel kinda weird cause i think i said too much just now ( Read more... )

i'm officially done for the summer. and oh does it feel good :)

today i didnt even get to sleep in. kind of a bummer. took a whole hour but, i went to cgate for cheer practice. then went to work for about 2 hrs. wow, those people are crazy cool.

i changed up my colors and user pic thing. i kinda like it. i kinda like it a lot. still determining ( Read more... )

i'm tripping on words//you've got my head spinning//i dont know where to go from here//cause theres you and me//

...and i don't know why i cant keep my eyes off of you

perfection? i think so.