Went to the Guggenheim with my dad yesterday.....if anyone gets a chance to see the David Smith retrospective, I highly reccomend it.....in other news, I am officcially moving to Brooklyn in a week....it's been a crazy ride and I thank everyone that supported me. In other news, is anyone as excited to see "Snakes on a Plane" as I am?

Last Saturday was awesome....went into the city with my friend Jim and saw Rent on Broadway.....after that, when we went to eat, Anthony Rapp who was in the original cast and in the movie was at the restaurant!! Also saw a friend from high school, a friend from Wagner and a recognizable celebrity on VH1...small world but still way too far away....I ( Read more... )

Went to bed at 4 in the morning last night, nothing.........woke up to this view from my bedroom window....


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Another Halloween is over and yet the eeriness remains as I sit out on my porch....white smoke rings form like ghosts and the wet leaves falling on pavement and grass in this crisp cold silence sound like the soft shuffle of souls walking with a mission.......across the street Jack O Lanterns turn from absent teethed smiles into drooped down piles ( Read more... )

We went our separate ways again last week in my dream. We were there as we were before on the Isle of Stones. You lost the red streaks in your hair but your face was every bit the same.....and then suddenly, eyes puffed out as if you were crying for hours...(or maybe just a few minutes in la la time)...I remember those nights of tears, how guilt ( Read more... )

Looks like John Roberts may replace Rehnquist in the Supreme Court......say goodbye to women's rights.....a new era of hyper Christian conservativism is taking over and a swarm of unease comes over me.....people whose most important issue is pro life so they vote for the cowboy from Texas but disregard every other moral found in soft black leather ( Read more... )

This summer has been here before.....lonely and dumped, with the sour and sweet smell of freshly painted white-picket fences searing my nostrils and bones aching as I mow deadened grasses...sweat hot and sticky and covering me like a wet blanket. Hair drenched and emiiting odors of a shampoo she once gave me and a sense memory almost unbearable. ( Read more... )

So if I applied for a job in NYC and got it, would anyone be able to let me live with them for a little while? I'm kinda serious about this one, I need to get the hell outta CT......

Saturday night booze induced adventures leads to Sunday morning glossy eyed haze.....this demon has been on my back before.....2 bottles of Jesus Juice last weekend and it took a trip from God to Save Me a trip to the hospital......bed head hangovers and the sacharine sweet taste of gin still in my mouth....I know this all too well......kneeling at ( Read more... )

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