so no one reads these anyways, so im just speaking to the air but whatever, i need some help desparately, i feel that im on the verge of losing something very dear to me, this whole fuckin semester so far has been nothing but trouble since the fucking beginning and i need some guidance, some loving helpful words from a few friends, argh fuckin aye ( Read more... )

has anyone ever had the feeling that they're supposed to be amounting to something, then look at themselves, and realize that you're far from it? no idea why, but i got that feeling today... weird.

had weird ass dreams last night, and woke up feeling pretty... unreal? like it seemed that the whole world was fake, or as if i was still dreaming. maybe what helped was because i dreamt of something that i thought was TOTALLY real, and woke up and it wasn't or i woke up thinking it WAS real and then finally realized that it wasn't. either way it's ( Read more... )

this weekend was truly the best. not only did my lovely girlfriend Teresa come down, but so did my best friends Jason and Brian. man it was the best, though jason and brian got here kinda late, it was still tight. on their way here jason and brian got stuff thrown at them by some black guy in fresno who almost got hit by a car and didn't even skip ( Read more... )

man, this weekend was the best in a long ass time. friday was pretty relaxed, hanging out with everyone at pizza guys, then denny's, haven't been there in a long time, needed more people, but it was still tight the way it was. Saturday was pretty long, during the day that is. Setting up for drew's birthday party, and then actually having the people ( Read more... )

so yea, i don't update this thigner often but hey, i got more important things to worry about like friends, video games, girlfriend, warhammer. oh yeah... school (jk school is numero uno priority) anyways, ive been pretty busy with school, have a math and physics exam coming up... AGAIN. and then i have to wait for another math exam and then finals ( Read more... )

ooh la wee i sooooooooooo gotta pee. ~ Mike Stine ( Read more... )

so here i am back in the valley, away from the familiar valley that is tracy, and the new so-cal san diego that we were sop lucky enough to visit. (i dont even know if that made sense but i dont even care, jasons' horses are many and my wolves are many so boo-ya) anywho, gettin ready for school again as usual. missin my crew already hardcore. ( Read more... )

wow, my first "el-jay" entry. ummm so yeah, thanks to nicole i have one of these wonderful little LJ's now... ummm... yea. so that's it for this entry, im gonna go do more important things...like study for tests and whatnot. peace.
Steve-O