Last night I spent all my creative energy - ALL of it. Everything just came, no that's not right, poured out. I have a stack of canvases and boards and papers and print-outs in the middle of my studio - all from yesterday. I let the color and light and energy and poetry just flow - and for now, there's not a single thing left to trickle from my ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to love my awkwardness. I have the amazing gift of knowing all the people that I do and love, who teach me how to laugh at myself in their own little ways. I stumble and stutter and fumble and ramble - and a lot of the time I say (do) the wrong thing at the wrong time, but it's all a part of my poetry. An important part at that. ( Read more... )

From a Distance ( Read more... )

There is so much I could say right now...so many thoughts that would benefit from the clarity they'd receive when put down and, thusly, revised. Most of these things, though, feel more at home inside me...now that my creative energy has slowed down, stepped aside, and made room for them. January has been a ghost month. Hannah said that in the ( Read more... )

4 hours of midterms tomorrow. *SIGH* Then lunch at Elements with Fitz(maybe we'll even get to hear some good ol' live country...yeehaw), followed by another 4 hours of my life devoted to re-learning a semester's worth of...algebra2 in this case. After this week I'm going to need some definite party time. Anyone want to volunteer to take me out ( Read more... )

I'm healthy again......and so glad. Sitting...no, slumping (is that a word...well, being slumped) on the couch for a week, watching dayime TV is enough to kill me. Honestly. Primetime is almost as bad...it's all the same, and if I hear about Jackson one more time... See, this is why I stopped watching TV in the first place. Now that I am ( Read more... )

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I've caught myself something awful, which sort of puts a damper on my weekend, but it's really not so bad. It's been a while since I've just stayed in with my mom and watched little kid movies (finding nemo...yay). Oh, and I'd forgotten how good homemade PB&J sandwiches were (cut horizontally - cause I don't like that diagonal crap). I need a ( Read more... )

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

"I want to be rendered absolutely vulnerable to as much culture shock as is out there so I can rebuild myself as a product of experience and awareness. 'Everything' is so much more tangible...attainable than 'something'."

thank you to all those who've been there, done that, and make it all possible (all things are possible).