Some things are just damn hard to read...and I wish I could be so sure.

For every answer, there are infinite questions.

This weekend I learned that it is possible to live off tequila and chocolate chip cookies. Cigarette smoke is gorgeous when you don't know where you are or where you're going, but you know that there'll be a full moon wherever you end up. On those nights when it looks like the moon is floating upward, you can look away for a second and it will ( Read more... )

I had a great time with Sara. I love how I don't have to censor myself around her - I'm never in a position where I can't say what I think. We go and do silly things that no one else would ever agree to, and it's such a great break from how it is with some of my other friends. Last night after we had ice cream cones at Elements, we went driving ( Read more... )

I left school in the middle of second period today...and despite all of the work I missed and the pile of absences that aren't exactly working in my favor, it helped me find consistancy again. I got home and just did what I needed to, not was was expected of me or what I was necessarily supposed to do...I listened to my body and just went with it ( Read more... )

i just wish i could still love everyone the way that london let me love them.

jkim - i'm stealing from your post because sometimes you just say it like it is. <3

There's so much to say - but most of it will go unposted, because sometimes I just want to hold it in and feel it fade into me. Today was full of life, and it made me forget how much more bleak it is here. All weekend I couldn't wait for school...no, Academy...so I could see all you beautiful, inspiring people who were all I needed in England, ( Read more... )

My experience of England was so much more than I could have ever begun to dream of. I know that is cliche, but it's never felt more true. It has already drifted into that realm of being unreal, and for the first time - it's ok. I have these breathtaking memories that are, in every respect, my own and I am in love with how I cannot articulate ( Read more... )

Leaving today...take-off is at 7, methinks. Wave to me, won't you?

In 24 hours, I will be ON A PLANE TO LONDON! Funny how when I say that out loud it doesn't seem quite so enthusiastic. I am really glad that I'm going...but NOW just doesn't feel like the right time to leave. Maybe it's the packing and organizing and not-losing-my-passport that's making it hard to get into. I dunno. I'm going to have an uber- ( Read more... )