i need you so much closer

so i can kiss and go crazy one you....

i go out trying to meet people but i never can bc theres that voice which is not so little saying you are so much more then i ever was looking for...
yeah im lame and girly and i think i like you far more then i should

i found someone wonderful 
and they think the same about me for some reason.
now if only they werent so far away my tummy could stop aching so much.

im missing you love.

and i want to know what itslike to kiss you
to curl up with youat night and feel safe
and i can taste it in your voice 
and i know you wonder too
so till then im slippign into your voice and waiting for the spring

i have a somewhat obscured self pecetion 
ive never found myself very attractive
just comfortable which in its own way is an attractive quality
im hoping im wrong 
im hoping yousee in me all those thing i dont
which you must or else you wouldnt waste so much timeon me
but all the same i like you alot

im watching twilightzone and feeling achey

i imagine you here and being able to touch you
being able to come home with you and kiss
slow and sweet like i have it in my head and i know you must think the same
bc if you dont i think i might cry
and im curled into your voice waiting for spring

i havent felt this nice about something in a long time.
im giddy and i wish it were closer.
for now im snuggling up to a telephone and smiling like silly little girls do.
i hope spring comes quick.

i met my group today ( Read more... )

im not a good influence
im a poorly motivated student
im a fundamentaly and as a whole, good person
im an attentive and exceptional lover. physically and othewise.
debat all you want about me those are the bare essantials.

i have a job interview at 11 for the Y and watching kids so thats nice ( Read more... )