I have a feeling that everything is going to be alright.

No talking.
Ever.
It's over.
For good this time.

My heart feels like it's breaking all over again.
It's not right, it shouldn't feel like this.
He should not matter to me this much,
I should be over it.

Kelly and I got into a car accident this morning. It hit us on the drivers side. My ice coffee went everywhere.
We're both shaken up, Kelly more so. I hope she's okay.
My back/shoulders/neck/head hurts.

I'm gonna lie down.

Worked today.
Came home.
Did nothing.

Watched Interview with the Vampire.

Suppose death had a heart to love and to release you, to whom would he turn this passion, would you chose a person from the crowd there. A person to suffer as you suffer.

In the beginning it was "we can still be friends."
Now it's back and forth.
I don't want to, I do, I don't.
Why the hell can't he just pick one?

I wish I believed in something.

The lady across the street lost her dog.
His name is Ernie. He is a sheep dog.
She has cancer. She's old and crying.

I walked for about an hour calling him, I couldn't find him.

I hope he goes home.
She's old, has cancer and it crying.
He better come home.

The days are slowly melting together.
Everything is becoming the same.
Driving me crazy.

It's getting cold.
I can't feel my hands anymore.

I got books :)
I want new music.

I want a vacation.

The college show was today. Andy was misbehaving, but it was his first show. It could have been worse ( Read more... )

So Mike and I were sort of supposed to hang out this weekend and of course it didn't work out.
I talked to his Mom yesterday when I called, she said she missed me.
I got really sad.

I have A TON of homework/essays to do,
but really I just want to curl up in a ball and die.

I called Austin to see if he wanted to hang out, just watch a movie or ( Read more... )

The weekend was long but not entirely unenjoyable ( Read more... )