Well the spontaneous crying has ceased. It always seems to last only 4-5 days ( Read more... )

Spent the night at Sam's ( Read more... )

I talked to him ( Read more... )

He didn't call.

Jumping off a cliff is very appealing.

I started crying in Marine Biology.
I went to the nurse and lied down.
Didn't sing in VE.

Still crying and I don't even know why.

I want it to stop.
Right.
Now.

I want to go back to when things were good between us ( Read more... )

I miss him.
He won't even look at me.

My nose is stuffed.

I'm tired and watching Grey's Anatomy.

Stupid.

I'm gonna cry.

Know that I will do anything you ask of me.
I'm giving you as much of me as I can,
but is it enough?

I'm scared to give you everything.

I want to see you.
I want to see him.

I want both of you to love me,
but I'm worried that I want him to love me more.

I'm not a perfect person.
There's many things I wish I didn't do.

I am quoting Hoobastank.
I've gone off the deep end.

I'm exhausted.
I'm not doing my essays.
Fuck it.

One month for me and Sam.

:)

Andy was AMAZING today.
We actually jumped and managed not to crash into anything, though we did get pretty close once....haha.

Overall, today was good.

I just have a really bad headache and I'm really cold.