blah bliggity blah blah blah. life is pretty much hit and miss...the miss being drunken episodes. I hate public speaking.(because I am a pussy) I am not looking forward to giving these speeches but what ya gonna do, huh? I mean I have to fuckin graduate right? Apparently I do because even else seems to think so. Im just talkin shit now. there is no ( Read more... )

i havent updated in awhile and im not sure even what to say now. there are alot of things to complain about but i have done most of that in my journal. so no need to be repetitive. maybe ill just post some writing i reread today. alot of this still needs work and you might have even seen it before but here it goes ( Read more... )

im not sure how to feel right about now. the semester is over and with the exception of two bullshit summer classes my undergraduate career is over as well. it was a hell of a ride that is for sure. i wont get all sentimental because really its a waste of time. its just interesting to look back on how i have grown. who i was moving into Warren Hall ( Read more... )

im done with finals. im really worn out. im also very happy.

Your dating personality profile:

Practical - You are a down-to-earth individual who is not impressed with material excess. You care about the stuff of like that really matters.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love ( Read more... )

sluggish. burnt out ( Read more... )

the wheel turns, the river flows, and once again im left alone, standing up amongst the sun, missing all the shadows.

i understand my role now. i will always be the guy that girls come to during the day, or the really late upset nights. But when it comes down to it I will never be the guy that a girl wants to spend their whole life with. they will always be looking for something a little more entertaining, a little more lively, and a little easier ( Read more... )

if you are prone to judging me...ignore anything and everything i do in the next two or three weeks.

HOT...COLD...HOT...COLD

simply amazing.

as you can tell im awake again with nothing to do. ok, that is a lie. I have a ton of shit i could/should be doing right now but none of which are due within the next 24 hours so i will feel free to procrastinate. bleck ( Read more... )

I just got done watching the movie Gangs of New York and I’m stuck with this intrusive thought. I wonder if anything we ever do makes a difference. I mean the lives of all those immigrants, their internal war included, were burnt down and forgotten. Only a small minority of the world has ever even read about the things that happened in New York at ( Read more... )