that is why ( Read more... )

i just found a notebook that i had forgotten about. the weird part is that it was only about two months ago that i was writing in it. i had this idea for a prose style poem and started the book with that and before i knew it i had twenty pages of the same style. so as i was rereading them today it was the first time in a long time that i read ( Read more... )

you dont even realize most of the time how much of your life is routine until something goes askew. i mean there are things about my day i really look forward to but also take them for granted and it is weird when those thing ever so suddenly disappear. i would go into further detail but i am in the mood to be abstract so none of you have any real ( Read more... )

Im tired. Im tired of saying the right thing,tired of feeling how I am supposed to feel, of caring too much, of taking the shit i shouldnt have to take, of being willing to drop it all and getting an ex-boyfriend shoved back into my face, tired of the stupid fucking games people play instead of owning up to how they really feel. im tired of dealing ( Read more... )

completely unwanted

im a night janitor. so im not quite sure what kind of person i expected to have as a boss but what i got i am not exactly pleased with. basically my boss is a fucking hill jack. originally from tennessee, this bitch can't speak indiana english let alone understand any kind of intelligent conversation that someone with a college education might ( Read more... )

stupid, dumb, retarded.

this is something i just jotted down at the chatterbox last night. not sure if i like it or not but i guess that is why i put shit on here. so take a look ( Read more... )

people insist on calling it luck.

destruction is both easier and more immediately gratifying than invention. for that reason, and that reason alone the human race will self-destruct.