So I'm not sure if anyone still reads this, but I'm updating anyway. School started. I'm taking hard ap/honors classes. As of a few hours ago, I'm jobless, so that's pretty sweet ass. Lately I've just been waking up mad at everything, and I can't seem to shake the feeling. I don't even really know why I'm mad...well, I guess I kind of do. Maybe it' ( Read more... )

I GOT MY LICENSE TODAY!!! Oh yeah, that's riiiiight :). I'm sharing a car with my sister.. it's a '90 toyota camry and her name is Haraerae (which means "to stick" in latin; the gas pedal sticks a lot), and she's pretty ghetto-fabulous. She has lots of rust spots and some old dried up egg (some bitches egged her a couple of weeks ago), but other ( Read more... )

Happy memorial day. Woo. End of a 4 day weekend, overall it was pretty enjoyable. Only 6 more days of school (I have to take finals:( ) Hopefully this summer will be awesome.. I'll finally be able to drive, so that's amazing. I guess I kind of have a problem. I'm feeling extremely apprehensive towards something that's been going on for about a ( Read more... )

People can be so self-absorbed, it's disgusting.

First day of work at Coldstone tomorrow. Excited? I guess. Not especially. I'm a little nervous, too, because I'm a dork and I'm a little shy. And my parents are pissing me off. They refuse to buy me a new cell phone (the screen on mine is broken and so is the outside), and when I don't answer half the time they call (because I can't see who's ( Read more... )

I feel like I don't have anyone to turn to anymore. No one that really wants to listen to me, and it's one of the worst feelings. I used to always have someone who I knew would be there for me, and now we're just drifting apart. I feel like I don't really have a best friend anymore, and it's an awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. Not just that ( Read more... )

So yesterday and today I stayed home from school. I have some weird stomach virus thing, because I can't stop regurgitating. I couldn't even hold down water last night. I had like 4 bites of peanut butter toast, and let's just say... I'm not having peanut butter for a looooong time to come.

It's Monday, and that's never a good thing. Ever. It's weird, you know, when people interpret a situation in totally different ways. And when the other person explains how they feel about it, you're thinking "what the hell?". I guess because everyone thinks they're right all the time, and they don't really think about the possibility that the other ( Read more... )

So, eff mensruation. Yeah, I said mensruration. I'm not even menstruating, I just don't like it. Why am I writing about this? I don't know.

My parents are really pissing me off. They won't let me get my license, and yeah, i've only been 16 for like a week...but damn. I'm experienced enough to get it, and they know that, they just like being assholes. They said that I have to start showing more responsibility if I want it (i.e. cleaning more shit around the house). And they talked about ( Read more... )