I guess skiing this weekend wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. I'm really reaching a breaking point with my mom, though. She is so moody and mean to me. She used to only be like that sometimes, but I swear it's everyday now. I just don't understand what puts her in these moods. She's always complaining about how hard her life is and shit like ( Read more... )

Mmm, skiing tmorrow. Really not wanting to go at alllll. I'm so lazy, I really just want to stay home and watch movies and eat icecream out of the carton. And it's a 4 day weekend so I'm going to miss all the parties. Balls. Oh welll, I'm getting home on Monday so at least I can go out that night and I'll have Tuesday to chill ( Read more... )

Well, this week has been pretty rough. It's only been a week and I'm sick of feeling this way. One minute I'll be perfectly fine, and then I'll just think about all of the shit that's happened and I just get so sad and I actually feel sick to my stomach. I think the thing that hurts me the most is the fact that they don't even give a rat's ass ( Read more... )

Dude... I really didn't expect everything to be this hard. I just thought it would all go away and everything would be chill and normal. Needless to say, I was wrong. Being at school and being reminded of everything is so difficult to deal with. That sounds so dramatic, and it sounds pretty stupid from the outside looking in... but, man. I just ( Read more... )

So, how was everyones New Years Eve? ... Cause I know mine sucked. Seriously, I think it may have been one of the worst nights ever. Ahh, it was so weird and complicated. Basically, I cried a lot over a stupid boy and girl. They're not even worth it, they suck a lot. I mean, if you were friends with someone and you knew your friend liked this guy, ( Read more... )

Break's been pretty crizzappy, I've only done one thing with my friends. The rest of the time I've been chilling at my house watching movies, which is cool but it gets old ( Read more... )

So, thought it was time for an update, even though I'm grounded from the computer (and everything else) because I'm failing math. I really shouldn't be failing, I'm just s'damn lazy and I haven't felt like doing my homework lately. Oh well, I'll get it up to at least a C by the time grade cards come out. But it really does suck being grounded over ( Read more... )

So, it's the last day of break, and that sucks. I'm dreading school tomorrow, we get report cards. I did really bad this six-weeks. I just wasn't motivated at all to study or anything. But I guess I'll have to get motivated, because I can't get these grades again. I guess break was okay, it was kind of un-eventful. I sat around and ate, but hey, ( Read more... )

God, yes. I just saw RENT and it was amazing, put me in the most wonderful mood. It was really well done, except for Roger, he sucked. But other than him... god it was great. I'm listening to the soundtrack now :) I'm a dork but whatever. Tonight was the best, I'm so thankful to have spectacular friends that I love. Even though home-life sucks now ( Read more... )

Last night was so ridiculously dramatic for awhile, but then me, Mitch, Anna, and Beany took a drive and none of it really mattered anymore :) So that was nice. And today I selpt in until 12:30 and baked chocolate chip cookies. And I had delicious Indian food for dinner that made my tummy smile. AND I RENTED JAMES AND THE GIANT PEACH! I'm trying to ( Read more... )