drove down mineral spring ave. last nite...the first time in a long time.

it was hard.

so it lasted a whole of ten days. i guess thats OK. i think its just going to take a lot more time than i thought. i mean...i feel like ive lost a part of my heart. not to mention a big part of my social life. i was on the verge of bursting into tears last night...due to boredom and the missing of my friends. justin thinks hes boring me. but its so ( Read more... )

so yesterday, getting out of the shower, i had the realization that i may finally be ready to let go of this whole thing. i AM ready to let go of it. finally. im ready to say goodbye ( Read more... )

so im better now. thought about it...and i was just feeling a little weak and suffocated and lost for about a millionth of a second. im happy with what i have, and dont know what id do without him. all better now.

that is except for my earache that hasnt gone away since yesterday morning...cant take it anymore!!!!!!

is this really what i want??

When you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

so, its been a month. exactly. today. a month since everything fell apart. a month since the event that led me to feeling that ive lost everything. maybe thats a little dramatic, even a lot dramatic...but honestly, thats how i feel. i lost my best friend...how much worse can it get? seriously. i feel like my world has ended. i mean, its only been a ( Read more... )

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

i guess eventually they leave, too.

so everything happens for a reason, heh??? whats the reasoning behind me losing my best friend? what good could possibly come of this???

so yea, saw dane cook a couple of weeks ago. it was awesomeness. all new material...which means more stuff to annoy everyone with. good for me ( Read more... )

so jean and i headed out to fetish night over @ club hell last night. awesome, awesome, awesome!!! cami turned 21 yesterday...and has been for months planning this "5 DAY BIRTHDAY EXTRAVAGANZA". last night was club hell. she really wanted me to come, and i went and brought jean along with me. hey it was free, and it was a chance to go out...plus id ( Read more... )